Aviation_fan
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Will it not be possible to get a private pilot license (and commercial pilot license down the road) with mental health history?
I’ve always been intrigued with aviation, but thought that my stutter would stop me from achieving that dream. But recently I met a pilot that also stuttered and meeting him reignited that dream of mine.
Throughout life my stutter affected me in a negative way and people would treat me horribly. Due to that, I always felt sort of depressed/sad. I felt alone and felt like my dreams were unreachable because of my speech impediment. But an year ago, I started meeting other people who also stutter, started speech therapy, and also psychotherapy because I had a lot of baggage that I needed to “unpack” and I didn’t have anyone else to talk to. I also struggled with being gay and since I was brought up in a homophobic household (and all of my friends are homophobic as well), I have been forced to be in the closet and it proved to be a very depressing experience. Talking to this psychotherapist was my only option because he was the only “unconditional fatherely love” giving man that I could ever have in my life. After about 1-2 days of therapy with him, he suggested/talked me in to seeing a psychiatrist so he could prescribe me antidepressants and anxiety pills. I took the pills for about a week or less but stopped it because I was feeling great after just talk therapy. All I wanted was just talk therapy, but it felt like they wanted to try out the medication(s) on me to “treat” me faster. I continued seeing the psychotherapist for a few months and I felt great about everything in my life. Then I started dating this older man and come to find out that he was playing with my feelings and “ghosted” me. He was my first love and it seemed like everything was falling apart. Afterwards to deal with that pain I took extra amounts of the anxiety pills. I was then taken to the ER and psychiatric hospital and was released in few hours because they determined I wasn’t trying to kill myself (which I wasn’t), but on my medical records it says it was a suicide gesture event.
Would this stop me from being a pilot?
I’ve always been intrigued with aviation, but thought that my stutter would stop me from achieving that dream. But recently I met a pilot that also stuttered and meeting him reignited that dream of mine.
Throughout life my stutter affected me in a negative way and people would treat me horribly. Due to that, I always felt sort of depressed/sad. I felt alone and felt like my dreams were unreachable because of my speech impediment. But an year ago, I started meeting other people who also stutter, started speech therapy, and also psychotherapy because I had a lot of baggage that I needed to “unpack” and I didn’t have anyone else to talk to. I also struggled with being gay and since I was brought up in a homophobic household (and all of my friends are homophobic as well), I have been forced to be in the closet and it proved to be a very depressing experience. Talking to this psychotherapist was my only option because he was the only “unconditional fatherely love” giving man that I could ever have in my life. After about 1-2 days of therapy with him, he suggested/talked me in to seeing a psychiatrist so he could prescribe me antidepressants and anxiety pills. I took the pills for about a week or less but stopped it because I was feeling great after just talk therapy. All I wanted was just talk therapy, but it felt like they wanted to try out the medication(s) on me to “treat” me faster. I continued seeing the psychotherapist for a few months and I felt great about everything in my life. Then I started dating this older man and come to find out that he was playing with my feelings and “ghosted” me. He was my first love and it seemed like everything was falling apart. Afterwards to deal with that pain I took extra amounts of the anxiety pills. I was then taken to the ER and psychiatric hospital and was released in few hours because they determined I wasn’t trying to kill myself (which I wasn’t), but on my medical records it says it was a suicide gesture event.
Would this stop me from being a pilot?