This isn't the usual account people tend to give... I tend to feel like a total outsider on this sometimes but here it is.
I was just starting college at the time. That morning I woke up late, had to rush to get out the door and head for class. Pretty proud of myself for hustling and walking in just on time, soon as I got into the room I could tell something was off. They were talking about the attacks on New York. I didn't know what they were talking about but the way they were so rattled had me thinking suitcase nukes, biological attacks, huge stuff. I watch the news and was well aware much of the world hated us and I watch a documentaries dealing with these things... I was thinking much bigger.
They decided not to have class and send us home, so I got back to my place and turned on the TV. I am probably the only person who watched that and felt relieved. I was thinking oh... it's just a couple of buildings in NYC.. tragic and horrific locally but confined to that area. I don't want to downplay the horror of it for anyone who was there but nothing earth shaking- nothing that should be world changing. Well so I thought at the time.
Where I was in central IL, you might not have even known anything had happened if you didn't turn on the TV or radio. It was a normal day, sunny and mild with a few poofy white clouds. No smoke, no fire, nothing but a very average nice fall day. The only evidence of it that didn't come out of an electronic box was when my neighbor came running out of the house in a panic and advised me to go fill up my gas tank before gas prices went sky high or we ran out. I thought "well that's silly, why would a terrorist attack in two cities cause the gas supply to..... ". Then I caught on... people like him everywhere would panic and buy gas. Supply and demand... ugh. It actually didn't go up much... but it was my first clue on how the public would react.
I fully expected an experience like the Oklahoma City bombing or the first world trade center attack some years earlier. A lot of it in the news, big talk for a long time, but ultimately for everyone but the people directly involved, something that would be mostly forgotten within a year. Well, now obviously not..
The 9/11 attacks were, in my opinion, a sucker punch.. or a lucky shot. They gave us their best shot, got lucky, caused a lot of hurt. However not for one moment did they have the capacity to take us down. There was not and still isn't any threat to our nation from terrorism in the same sense that we were threatened by.... say the soviets in the cold war. Not gonna happen, not even possible. So why did we panic so much? Why are we so afraid? The odds of any one of us being killed by terrorism are lower than our odds of being hit by lightning. Why are we so afraid?
I am so bewildered. I thought the principals embodied in the constitution were a big part of why we send our troops in to fight and die in so many of the battles we've been in and will go into. Yet we threw those principals right out the window for some questionable extra margin of safety... safety from something with an incredibly low probability of hitting one of us? No, I'm not callous... human life is precious. I just believe there are a few principals more important to preserve for the multitudes of generations to come after us than my one life or any other person's one life.
Now, I get why the people in positions of responsibility to protect life did what they did. That's their job and the fact is we can't really protect anything 100% from terror and still function as a country. The things they proposed and started doing they did to save people and do their jobs- I get that. However, it was the responsibility of we the people and the politicians to hold them back and say "No, you can't do it that way, the constitution says so, find other options.". We failed, miserably.
I'll end this post on a positive though. There were many heroes on 9/11. The firefighters, the police, the individual citizens... but the group that always sticks out for me is people on Flight 93. Unlike the folks on these other flights, these people got word about what was going on. I'm sure if the people on other flights had gotten word they would have had similar reactions. These folks stopped the terrorists. Airport security, the various alphabet government agencies, etc didn't do anything. An ordinary random sampling of Americans showed what they were made of. They may have lost their lives but they didn't let the bastards win.
What I wish we'd done in reaction to 9/11 was instead of illegal wiretapping and extra security and national paranoia, we'd just continued on with business as usual... and put up posters everywhere especially in airports with pictures of people from that flight and the slogan "We're onto you now, you won't be hijacking another plane.".
Let them try the same thing again. The government with all the new illegal searches will probably fail, we know that odds are the TSA will probably fail. But when those 3 or 4 goons with box cutters make their intentions clear to an airliner full of people after 9/11? They're toast.
We Americans fight each other all the time, for political, religious, and just general cultural reasons but when you threaten us and we band together on something... look out cause we're an unstoppable force. There is no reason to fear.