JD, we'll keep you in our prayers as you battle your health concerns.
JD - really sorry to hear about the health news, man! Best of luck on that and our prayers here for good news from the upcoming tests.
Thanks.
My local doc found a mass on my spinal column after some routine x-rays for an arthritis problem that is getting worse. After a cat-scan and MRI, radiologist and neurosurgeon have confirmed that it is more than a mass, it's a (expletive deleted) tumor.
First thought was, "Well, hellfire--get a knife, give me a shot and cut it the hell out of there!"
Problem is, if it's a hermangiosarcoma and it bursts, I'm dead in a couple of months, so they say. Wife's not real happy with that prospect. So we'll be heading down to Wilford Hall in San Antonio where there's a world-class neck-cutter who's gonna biopsy it first. If it's a bad deal, then we're gonna go ahead and see about cutting it out. If it's not the hermangio-crap, then we have to figure on whether or not it's malignant or benign and what to do accordingly.
Preliminary conversations and examination with a neurosurgeon here in Dallas has him thinking it's NOT the hermangio thing, which, to quote Forrest Gump "and that's good."
So then the decision, if this neuro is correct, is leave it in and see what happens--which if it's malignant, you KNOW what happens. Or do we do the chemo thing? I've flown enough kids with leukemia to know what that chemo crap is all about.
If it's benign, do I leave it in and just cuss at it every day or carve the little SOB out and toss it in my shoebox?
Decisions.
Either way, I figure I'm gonna get cut on.
We'll have a ruling/determination on the hermangio thing early next week. And then we'll just take it one step at a time. Ironically, I found all of this out after my flap with AOPA and re-did my will to take them out of it, so they picked a bad time to **** me off--we had a lot of stuff in our will for them (my wife don't fly and if I ain't around, she's done said she don't have any use for the airplanes and she's gonna get rid of them).
I oughta be worried, but in all honesty, I'm not. I'm worried like HELL for my lovely wife--she's scared you-know-what-less of me departing prematurely. Used to be when I was in the jungles after my folks were killed and I was all alone, I never worried about dying--who the hell was gonna miss me? Now I've got someone scared silly about me maybe heading west, and THAT worries me.
So, we're gonna start doing a lot of little vacations and sight-seeing trips and what not. Because you never know.
Regards.
-JD