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After my flight last night, I may hang up my wings. I would like candid feedback from fellow pilots.
For context, I am one of the most organized and careful pilots out there. I follow the book religiously and have very high minimums. I have 400 hours and fly high performance planes. I file a flight plan every time, and use flight following, even though my plane has TCAS.
Last night I could have killed myself and my passengers. I’m tempted to call it quits.
What happened? In a nutshell, I briefly had a brain fart about altitude and location at night in super-complex LA airspace. And I almost hit a radio tower. The advanced TAWS system in my plane shouted, “Pull Up!!! Obstacle Ahead!!! Pull Up!!!!”. I applied full power and climbed 500 feet fast.
When I looked back at the Sectional, I was indeed close to a very high antennae near the airport I had never noticed. Without the TAWS warning, would I have hit it? Maybe. Maybe not. Was I close…yes…way too close…not sure exactly, but probably 300 feet, maybe less.
And yes, I’m night current, with instruction just last week from a tough CFI who said I was “extremely” proficient at night.
I’m incredibly discouraged this morning, thinking, wow…if after all the training I’ve done, the seminars, the reading, the safety webinars, what else is out there that could kill me in an instant? After all, I’m human, and humans sometimes have brain farts. It’s just that in GA, a brain fart can mean instant death.
Granted, I learned a lesson. But this “lesson” could have also been the end of me and a disaster for my family and my friend’s family.
Today, I’m considering leaving aviation, even though it’s truly my life’s passion. As much as I love it, I don’t want to die for it.
So there you have it. Thoughts appreciated! Don’t worry about criticizing me. I need to make the right decision here.
For context, I am one of the most organized and careful pilots out there. I follow the book religiously and have very high minimums. I have 400 hours and fly high performance planes. I file a flight plan every time, and use flight following, even though my plane has TCAS.
Last night I could have killed myself and my passengers. I’m tempted to call it quits.
What happened? In a nutshell, I briefly had a brain fart about altitude and location at night in super-complex LA airspace. And I almost hit a radio tower. The advanced TAWS system in my plane shouted, “Pull Up!!! Obstacle Ahead!!! Pull Up!!!!”. I applied full power and climbed 500 feet fast.
When I looked back at the Sectional, I was indeed close to a very high antennae near the airport I had never noticed. Without the TAWS warning, would I have hit it? Maybe. Maybe not. Was I close…yes…way too close…not sure exactly, but probably 300 feet, maybe less.
And yes, I’m night current, with instruction just last week from a tough CFI who said I was “extremely” proficient at night.
I’m incredibly discouraged this morning, thinking, wow…if after all the training I’ve done, the seminars, the reading, the safety webinars, what else is out there that could kill me in an instant? After all, I’m human, and humans sometimes have brain farts. It’s just that in GA, a brain fart can mean instant death.
Granted, I learned a lesson. But this “lesson” could have also been the end of me and a disaster for my family and my friend’s family.
Today, I’m considering leaving aviation, even though it’s truly my life’s passion. As much as I love it, I don’t want to die for it.
So there you have it. Thoughts appreciated! Don’t worry about criticizing me. I need to make the right decision here.