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I tried to post this earlier, but I'm not sure if it was rejected due to me including a link to the pretrial program I mention below so I'm going to try again with it taken out. Sorry if this is a little long winded, or goes off on tangents, but I'm just trying to give a sense of who I was and who I am; my full story.
I'm about to start on the path to get my PPL, but I was a total screw-up when I was younger and I'm terrified that I'm going to be denied a third class medical. In my late teens and early 20s I dealt with an on and off cycle of some pretty bad substance abuse. If you need details I'm more than willing to share. After the December 2005 incident listed below the judge allowed me to enter a pre-trial division program. During this time I completely cut off contact with everyone I associated with and stopped all illicit substance use. I've been clean for 11 years from any illegal substance. When I stopped my drug use I began drinking. I grew up with parents who abused alcohol and my usage was no different. I would joke that I would "drink to fall down". I know, this isn't funny, and it was an incredibly stupid time in my life. Well, during this pre-trial program I had a couple of run-ins with the law involving alcohol and an incident where ended up sitting in a jail cell for a few days. This was my rock bottom and I knew I had to change. My moment of clarity was when I was talking to the guy in the cell with me giving the whole "woe is me" story taking about how I got off drugs and I was trying to do better and all I did now was drink, but still kept getting in trouble. He pointed out that all I was really doing was just trading substances and it was right then that I kind of just clicked. I realized that I was just self medicating to try to escape the negative feelings I had about how my life was going. After this I started going to AA meetings on the orders of my pretrial officer. I finished the pre-trial program and continued to not drink for another year or two. I don't remember when I decided I was OK to have a beer again, but I do know that when I did I wasn't doing it for the reasons I abused substances. While I do enjoy having a drink every once in a while now, I do not abuse alcohol. I'll have maybe 3-4 times a month, like a couple of beers if I'm out with friends, or a glass of wine with dinner when my wife and I have a date night. My alcohol usage in the past wasn't so much of a "once it hits my lips I can't stop", but more of a "this is normal behavior". I am in the process of filling out the 8500-8 and while I want to be completely honest on the form, I also don't want to divulge more than I need to or should.
So, am I SOL on the medical? Will the only "flying" I'll ever do in X-Plane? I've been reading some of the other alcohol related threads in this board and it sounds like you're expected to be completely abstinent from all alcohol for the rest of your life if you've ever blown higher than a 0.15. I know I've made some incredibly stupid decisions in my life, but I've worked hard over the last 11 years to get my life to a good place. I haven't been in any trouble since 2006. Below is a breakdown of my history. Thanks in advance for any advice or insight.
Criminal/DUI History
August 2002 - Possession/Consumption of Alcohol Under Legal Age (Penalty - $730 fine)
September 2004 (sentenced 03/26/2007 because I did not address this in a timely manor [another stupid decision] ) -
December 2005
February 2006 - Driving After License Suspended or Revoked (Penalty $533 fine) [Not sure if I need to include this on the 8500-8 since there was no suspension and in NJ it looks like this is a traffic offence, not a criminal offence] - license was suspended for failure to pay a fine for a traffic ticket
June 2006 - Drinking in Public - (Penalty - $251 fine)
September 2006 - Disorderly Conduct (Penalty - $658 fine)
Driver License Suspensions
02-18-2006 to 5-22-2006 (Failure to pay fine from traffic ticket)
09-19-2006 to 06-12-2007 (Failure to pay fine from June 2006 incident)
DUI Sentence imposed 03/26/2007. License restored this year due to a paperwork mix up.
I'm about to start on the path to get my PPL, but I was a total screw-up when I was younger and I'm terrified that I'm going to be denied a third class medical. In my late teens and early 20s I dealt with an on and off cycle of some pretty bad substance abuse. If you need details I'm more than willing to share. After the December 2005 incident listed below the judge allowed me to enter a pre-trial division program. During this time I completely cut off contact with everyone I associated with and stopped all illicit substance use. I've been clean for 11 years from any illegal substance. When I stopped my drug use I began drinking. I grew up with parents who abused alcohol and my usage was no different. I would joke that I would "drink to fall down". I know, this isn't funny, and it was an incredibly stupid time in my life. Well, during this pre-trial program I had a couple of run-ins with the law involving alcohol and an incident where ended up sitting in a jail cell for a few days. This was my rock bottom and I knew I had to change. My moment of clarity was when I was talking to the guy in the cell with me giving the whole "woe is me" story taking about how I got off drugs and I was trying to do better and all I did now was drink, but still kept getting in trouble. He pointed out that all I was really doing was just trading substances and it was right then that I kind of just clicked. I realized that I was just self medicating to try to escape the negative feelings I had about how my life was going. After this I started going to AA meetings on the orders of my pretrial officer. I finished the pre-trial program and continued to not drink for another year or two. I don't remember when I decided I was OK to have a beer again, but I do know that when I did I wasn't doing it for the reasons I abused substances. While I do enjoy having a drink every once in a while now, I do not abuse alcohol. I'll have maybe 3-4 times a month, like a couple of beers if I'm out with friends, or a glass of wine with dinner when my wife and I have a date night. My alcohol usage in the past wasn't so much of a "once it hits my lips I can't stop", but more of a "this is normal behavior". I am in the process of filling out the 8500-8 and while I want to be completely honest on the form, I also don't want to divulge more than I need to or should.
So, am I SOL on the medical? Will the only "flying" I'll ever do in X-Plane? I've been reading some of the other alcohol related threads in this board and it sounds like you're expected to be completely abstinent from all alcohol for the rest of your life if you've ever blown higher than a 0.15. I know I've made some incredibly stupid decisions in my life, but I've worked hard over the last 11 years to get my life to a good place. I haven't been in any trouble since 2006. Below is a breakdown of my history. Thanks in advance for any advice or insight.
Criminal/DUI History
August 2002 - Possession/Consumption of Alcohol Under Legal Age (Penalty - $730 fine)
September 2004 (sentenced 03/26/2007 because I did not address this in a timely manor [another stupid decision] ) -
- DUI: Highest Rte of Alcohol (BAC .16+) 1st Off
- Sell/Furnish Liquor Etc Minor
- Careless Driving
- Driving At Safe Speed
December 2005
- Possession of drug paraphernalia (hypodermic needle)
- Open container of alcohol in motor vehicle
February 2006 - Driving After License Suspended or Revoked (Penalty $533 fine) [Not sure if I need to include this on the 8500-8 since there was no suspension and in NJ it looks like this is a traffic offence, not a criminal offence] - license was suspended for failure to pay a fine for a traffic ticket
June 2006 - Drinking in Public - (Penalty - $251 fine)
September 2006 - Disorderly Conduct (Penalty - $658 fine)
Driver License Suspensions
02-18-2006 to 5-22-2006 (Failure to pay fine from traffic ticket)
09-19-2006 to 06-12-2007 (Failure to pay fine from June 2006 incident)
DUI Sentence imposed 03/26/2007. License restored this year due to a paperwork mix up.