i think my CFI is going to tell me to quit flying after today's event. I had 10 hours of flying in total, 4 hours away from doing #1 check ride and first solo, today I was totally off, can't trim the plane, dropped 400 feet for slow flight, power off stall was off a little, power on stall almost developed into a spin, had no idea what the hell emergency recover was. totally off headings wherever was instructed due to continuous trying to get that damn plane trimmed. and lastly I was flying towards the departure upwind area, thinking "flying towards the airport" attitude, that's simply being dumb and wtf moment for me. seems like it was my 2nd day of flying. CFI canceled my tomorrow's events and told me to regroup next week. I'm very frustrate right now, maybe I should get a different CFI before quitting? there're so many people out there wants to fly but don't get the money or time for it, I got the opportunity and time, but I just can't do it. I just don't see myself doing solo after 15 or 16 hours of flight time as required by my school. flying should be enjoyable, but the more I flying the more I feel horrible due to poor performance, I do chair flying everyday, but once up in the air I just can't synchronize everything.