I am getting older. My arthritis is acting up. My blood pressure is under control but takes medication. I struggle with weight. My hearing and my eyesight are not as good as they used to be.
When I was in school, I always went into a test thinking I would do lousy and was always pleasantly surprised if/when I did well.
When I go to my doctor for my annual exam, I always think he is going to find cancer or heart disease, or my blood tests will show some fatal disease or organ failure.
When I go for my 3rd class medical, I always think he is going to find something to ground me. And now that I know my doctor has been suspended from giving flight physicals, I am afraid he was passing me for something that should have been caught before.
Also, as I said before, I have already arranged with my primary care physician to do my Basic Med exam this year. He has agreed and he has done the research. Now I have to tell him I wasted his time.
So this is causing me a lot more stress than the thought of dropping an extra $150. Heck, I spent that on dinner last night. Before tip.