I've read all the statistics about the 100 hour kill zone and I know what the insurance companies say, but I'm getting a bit ticked off by the arrogance of higher time pilots who've forgotten that they were once new(and who've NEVER flown with me) judging me by my logbook.
What are they doing/saying? Or are you simply being overly sensitive?
I am resolved to not be the statistic.
That is, for the most part, meaningless.
I used to teach people how to drive trucks. Semis with sleeper cabs and 53-foot trailers. 3/4 of truck drivers get in an accident in their first 90 days. Wanting to be the best trainer around, I was hoping to reduce that statistic among my trainees.
So, I told them some stories about times I'd been overly fatigued, times I'd gotten into minor accidents myself, what factors tend to contribute toward accidents, what kinds of accidents newbie drivers usually have, what sorts of things they could do to avoid accidents, and as a member of the company's accident review board, I'd even drag them into the accident review meetings so they could see all of the accidents that were happening in the company. And since I had them for four weeks, generally, I had the time to spread all of these things out so they could absorb them.
Without fail, every time I'd tell them the things they needed to do to be safe, they'd say basically what you said above: That they were resolved to be safe and not have any accidents. Later on, I would tell my trainees that exact same thing, how every trainee before them had said the same thing...
... And it didn't do a damn bit of good. For all my efforts, 3/4 of my trainees got into accidents in their first 90 days, just like every other trainer's trainees, every other company's new drivers, all across the industry.
What that tells me is that not wanting to have an accident, and doing the right things to not have an accident are two VERY different things. Everyone talks the talk, but you've gotta walk the walk, EVERY SINGLE TIME... But really, nobody does.
I think of myself as a good pilot, as I'm sure everyone here does. But I've done some really stupid, boneheaded things in airplanes, I have some bad habits, and I know that my bag of luck is not as full as it was when I started. I was very gung-ho as a new pilot too, and really hated things like the 150-hour total time required to rent the high-performance and complex planes solo. Hell, I started my instrument training in the Arrow with the idea that once I had 25+ hours in type that they'd maybe waive the 150-TT requirement. (To their credit, they did come up with a deal for me well prior to 150TT, but I ended up joining the club before I completed my part of the bargain. Let me know if you're interested in the details.)
So... I guess another thing I'm trying to say is that you simply don't know what you don't know yet. Experience will show you what you don't know. I have over 900 hours and I know MUCH better now than I did when I had <100 hours that I'm still just a pup and have lots to learn. I must say, though, that that is one of the things that has made flying even more appealing to me than when I started - I love to learn, and the learning in this business never stops.
To put it yet one more way: I thought I knew what V1 was... But I didn't really, truly know what it was until I experienced my first takeoff from the cockpit of a jet and saw the approach lights at the opposite end of the runway getting very close, VERY fast! I thought I knew the source of the saying "You can never have too much fuel unless you're on fire". But I didn't really, truly know what it meant until I was shooting an IFR approach into my alternate airport after already having missed the approach at my destination, with the weather having been worse than forecast and the weather at the alternate dropping so fast that it was quite doubtful I'd be able to make the second approach either. I was really glad that I had gone ahead and topped off to 7 hours of fuel prior to that 2-hour flight despite there being 6 1/4 hours of fuel on board already.
You're a safe pilot for the point you're at in your flying career. Now it's time for you to get out of the nest, go out into the big bad world and find out what you don't know - And learn it. You've finished reading the travel guide, but you've only just started your journey. Enjoy it, and fly safe.
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