ok honesty time.
I wanted to be a commercial pilot as a 16 year old, found out the hard way that if you wear corrective lens in India, you cant be a pilot. well there is like 1.2 billion people over there and lot of people that dont wear glasses , so guess demand and supply. didnt think about being a pilot for 20 years.
moving to US, it crossed my mind a few times, but had health issues -->> my fault of being overweight and not doing anything about it + life got in the way.
Also wanted to SkyDive and found out that i am waaaay overweight for it, so woke up one morning in 2015 and decided to shed 100 lb, took me a year, but did it. most health complications went away, did the SkyDive and found out i am better off staying inside. went for a discovery flight, didnt like it. the dumb young CFI did a lot of crap like accelerated stalls , zero G and 60 degree banks to show off.
went back and enrolled in Nov of 2016 and found out the hard way that i am not a natural at this thing called flying. I have a fear of fall / banking whatever it is and it took forever to get over it. So why did i stick around? on my fifth flight, as i was coming back to the airport asking myself why on earth am i doing this, i saw a rainbow, right in front of me and I will never forget that sight. i have seen rainbow before, including a 2 rainbows (dual rainbow? not sure what its called, it was one over another) over a field in Yellowstone which was majestic, but this was different. this rainbow was under me, it was something i never saw and could never see again unless i am flying.
journey to PPL wasnt the smoothest ride but i am glad i stuck to it. for me, there were 2 achievements:
1. getting over my fear. Dont get me wrong, its not like it just disappeared one day. every now and then when it gets too bouncy up there, the daemon comes out, i put it right back in the cage, where it belongs. i appreciate that something it trying to keep me alive by telling me its better to choose
flight over fight, i choose the later one.
2. i get to experience and see things that i could never, ever see if i didn't flew.
in search for the next rainbow...
below is a pic of the rainbow in YT (its a screen grab from a video). i dont have the picture of the rainbow i saw while flying, but i will never forget it
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