And there is no such thing as a ghost.
Nope. There are things about the human psych and "creepy" feelings we get, but those aren't ghosts. We've retained certain survival instincts.. certain things spook us, doesn't mean there are ghosts
Afraid? Yes, but not in the sense that there are demonic entities that will possess or harm my family. I'm also afraid of heights and driving over bridges.
Afraid in what sense then? Heights bother me too, but those things can actually hurt us. The mind can be an active place and play tricks on us, but the world is defined by matter and energy that obey the laws of physics that hold the universe together
convinced that there is something
Thanks for the story, I was going to ask what kind of conscious (or sub) effect there might be knowing what kind of place you are visiting. While historically important, I can't imagine visiting those sites.. too many horrors
The most scientifically compelling evidence I've heard that explains the feelings in a somewhat plausible way has to do with certain energy radiation and fields, the same fields that "carry" gravity and that we otherwise know very little about. The brains of living things are made of small electrical currents.. I contend that these currents could leave behind a "wake" of sorts, like boats leaving behind wake, and some individuals may be able to perceive these ripple after effects more than others. But I don't have enough faith to contend that there are conscious living (but not) entities floating entities out there harassing us. A site with many horrors may have had very active electrical currents in the once living, perhaps there is a wake effect from that which is perceptible.. but if anything it's just a shadow and not "real"
Incidentally, horror directors know how to play with lighting, sounds, expressions, etc., to creep us out.. the movie Midsommar for example, does a wonderful job at this.. it's remarkably unsettling but set entirely in a field in broad daylight (what could be scary about that?). When these events occur naturally, we'll experience similar "creeps"
We stayed at an allegedly very haunted hotel in Jerome AZ (cool town btw), had been a hospital at one point, and generally had that "old building" feel.. and many of the locals say they feel a "presence" there.. anyway, we stayed there.. got all the required ghost type stuff.. I couldn't figure what was haunted about the place. Just an old building. It made some weird noises, but old buildings, especially ones that use steam for heat, will do that. My wife and the other guests had the creeps. Who knows.