LoLPilot
Line Up and Wait
I just got my IFR ticket back in December. I haven't flown since my checkride and so I was planning on heading about an hour southeast of me to visit a college buddy of mine - it's about a two hour drive. The weather today was IFR with ceilings overcast at 2000 - 3000 feet at estimated departure time and clearing off before night when I would have been coming back. I had a friend lined up to go with me who just got his CFII. This morning when I checked weather there was an Airmet for icing all across St. Louis and Southern Illinois. I texted my CFII friend and told him there was an ice warning active and did he want to cancel and he said sure, all his students had canceled that day anyway. The clouds were below where I'd planned to fly at but we would have had to descend through them and that's where the icing level was. I ended up driving down to see my friend and on the drive I saw a hole in the clouds. They weren't thick - maybe 500 feet? - and part of me thought we probably could have punched through them. During my checkride my DPE and I talked about ice for quite a while, and my CFII that I worked with told me never tangle with it in a GA airplane. I talked to another CFI once who told me that if you only fly when weather is ideal, you'll hardly ever fly. As I was driving I was kind of sulking and thinking about how in terms of my personal flights I think I have canceled more flights than I've taken. In my logbook, almost all of my flights have been training or to practice some maneuver. I've always been more conservative in my go/no go decision than a lot of guys I know, but the IFR ticket has put a sort of different spin on it in that I don't feel very confident in myself with it.
I know I can fly the airplane. After I got my PPL I wanted to fly more. I really didn't have much of an interest in taking passengers flying but I wanted to fly and I was confident in myself to fly acceptably. The IFR ticket is different and despite always picking up flight following whenever I'm flying solo (and being comfortable talking to ATC) I find I really don't feel comfortable with the idea of playing in their system with the big boys. I'm really worried about screwing up and racking up a violation by accident on my first actual IFR flight, to the point that I've asked one of my friends who is working on his commercial if we could file on a VFR day and have him ride along as a safety pilot and make sure I don't make a royal mess of it trying to do it for real. Am I crazy or is this normal?
I know I can fly the airplane. After I got my PPL I wanted to fly more. I really didn't have much of an interest in taking passengers flying but I wanted to fly and I was confident in myself to fly acceptably. The IFR ticket is different and despite always picking up flight following whenever I'm flying solo (and being comfortable talking to ATC) I find I really don't feel comfortable with the idea of playing in their system with the big boys. I'm really worried about screwing up and racking up a violation by accident on my first actual IFR flight, to the point that I've asked one of my friends who is working on his commercial if we could file on a VFR day and have him ride along as a safety pilot and make sure I don't make a royal mess of it trying to do it for real. Am I crazy or is this normal?