Hi all, this is my first post. I know there are a lot of posts relatively similar to mine but not exactly. Right after Thanksgiving i had a devastating realization that will probably end my career. I've already spoken with Dr. Chien and he has very clearly laid out the steps i need to take. I've just been feeling incredibly isolated and want to get some more opinions and experiences about things before i decide if i want to hassle Dr. Chien more or seriously pursue evaluations.
I was preparing for my commercial checkride with plans to go to the airlines. I was applying for my third 1st-class medical when i came to i believe question 18 on the 8500-8 Medexpress form. After looking at my medical history, i noticed some active "problems" that i was diagnosed with in 2011 as a high schooler. This included anxiety-induced IBS and social anxiety disorder. I had forgotten completely about these things and i couldn't recall if i even put them on my prior two applications, which is bad. I dug deeper than i ever have to see what other dirt i can find on myself. To make a long story short, in 2007, at the age of 13, i was diagnosed by a counselor with having "adjustment disorder with depressed mood" and the notes of these visits state multiple times that i had "suicidal ideation", that police were called on me by my parents because of my anger, and all sorts of nasty things. Both my parents who were the ones who reported these things to the behavioral health counselor in 2007 were appalled that those things remained in my permanent medical record, at the time they had no idea these things would forever stain my record and the way they were recorded are pretty exaggerated. My relationship with my parents was 99% very good and we have always been on excellent terms, it was just 1% of me having a few bad days due to bullying in school, divorce, and other things (all recorded in the notes). Now my parents are very upset that they said anything because these notes do not portray an accurate image of our family at all. Nevertheless, my medical records say i had suicidal ideations and police called on me in the notes.
My only actual diagnosis from those visits was "adjustment disorder". I was never actually diagnosed with depression, being suicidal, i was never hospitalized for being suicidal. It's only from either myself or my parents saying it, so it was jotted down in the notes section. It has been 14 years since my incidents but those 14 years have not been evaluated by a professional. The behavioral health expert who wrote those notes recommended, "Get better sleep and eat more", then never followed up with me again. I was placed on Prozac for about 6 months and stopped taking it on my own. Then my doctor visits went back to just normal physicals.
I've self-grounded myself indefinitely. My first step was trying to get a hold of my past Medexpress records to see what information i may have inadvertently omitted. After sending them release forms, i have yet to receive anything from them after two months.
Some of the items i will be facing are HIMS Neurological evaluation, HIMS Neuropsychiatric evaluation, MRI of my brain, and other items. This will be prohibitively expensive as i don't believe my health insurance would cover this due to being a regulatory issue.
I have been obsessed with aviation since i was four years old and it's a really bitter sting to make it all the way to commercial level and then lose it all. I'm expecting an emergency revocation of all my certs / ratings, which would add to the time and cost, making it twice as devastating, and more so to my parents who have invested everything to get me this far into this career. I can never repay them in my whole life.
I'm curious if anybody who has gone through the HIMS process has had insurance cover any portion of it?
I was preparing for my commercial checkride with plans to go to the airlines. I was applying for my third 1st-class medical when i came to i believe question 18 on the 8500-8 Medexpress form. After looking at my medical history, i noticed some active "problems" that i was diagnosed with in 2011 as a high schooler. This included anxiety-induced IBS and social anxiety disorder. I had forgotten completely about these things and i couldn't recall if i even put them on my prior two applications, which is bad. I dug deeper than i ever have to see what other dirt i can find on myself. To make a long story short, in 2007, at the age of 13, i was diagnosed by a counselor with having "adjustment disorder with depressed mood" and the notes of these visits state multiple times that i had "suicidal ideation", that police were called on me by my parents because of my anger, and all sorts of nasty things. Both my parents who were the ones who reported these things to the behavioral health counselor in 2007 were appalled that those things remained in my permanent medical record, at the time they had no idea these things would forever stain my record and the way they were recorded are pretty exaggerated. My relationship with my parents was 99% very good and we have always been on excellent terms, it was just 1% of me having a few bad days due to bullying in school, divorce, and other things (all recorded in the notes). Now my parents are very upset that they said anything because these notes do not portray an accurate image of our family at all. Nevertheless, my medical records say i had suicidal ideations and police called on me in the notes.
My only actual diagnosis from those visits was "adjustment disorder". I was never actually diagnosed with depression, being suicidal, i was never hospitalized for being suicidal. It's only from either myself or my parents saying it, so it was jotted down in the notes section. It has been 14 years since my incidents but those 14 years have not been evaluated by a professional. The behavioral health expert who wrote those notes recommended, "Get better sleep and eat more", then never followed up with me again. I was placed on Prozac for about 6 months and stopped taking it on my own. Then my doctor visits went back to just normal physicals.
I've self-grounded myself indefinitely. My first step was trying to get a hold of my past Medexpress records to see what information i may have inadvertently omitted. After sending them release forms, i have yet to receive anything from them after two months.
Some of the items i will be facing are HIMS Neurological evaluation, HIMS Neuropsychiatric evaluation, MRI of my brain, and other items. This will be prohibitively expensive as i don't believe my health insurance would cover this due to being a regulatory issue.
I have been obsessed with aviation since i was four years old and it's a really bitter sting to make it all the way to commercial level and then lose it all. I'm expecting an emergency revocation of all my certs / ratings, which would add to the time and cost, making it twice as devastating, and more so to my parents who have invested everything to get me this far into this career. I can never repay them in my whole life.
I'm curious if anybody who has gone through the HIMS process has had insurance cover any portion of it?