Doomer
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Doomer
I've been studying my butt off but unfortunately blew the oral on some questions I knew like the back of my hand but just blanked on. It was like my mind shut off. Very disappointed in myself and my ego is bruised.
I have a reschedule in a week so I went up with my CFI today to shoot some approaches (last I flew IFR was a month ago) and I flew like absolute crap; behind the aircraft, forgetting items on my checklist, messing up comms, losing general situational awareness overall, wasting time trying to trim the AC, doing essentially S-Turns around the LOC needle, forgetting how to do things in the GPS, etc.
My confidence is pretty much shot at this point, but I've been hitting the books like a mad man (basically reading the Pilots Cafe until my eyes bleed). I'm wondering if professional pilots, CFIIs or pilots who fly a lot of SPIFR can give me some pointers on some things I'm tripping up on:
I'm really my own worst enemy, and I'm not sure what to do or how to fix this.
I have a reschedule in a week so I went up with my CFI today to shoot some approaches (last I flew IFR was a month ago) and I flew like absolute crap; behind the aircraft, forgetting items on my checklist, messing up comms, losing general situational awareness overall, wasting time trying to trim the AC, doing essentially S-Turns around the LOC needle, forgetting how to do things in the GPS, etc.
My confidence is pretty much shot at this point, but I've been hitting the books like a mad man (basically reading the Pilots Cafe until my eyes bleed). I'm wondering if professional pilots, CFIIs or pilots who fly a lot of SPIFR can give me some pointers on some things I'm tripping up on:
- Staying ahead of the aircraft, anticipating what's next
- Getting out of my own head, overthinking everything, not being able to "relax" and focus on flying the plane
- Rushing everything - I feel like I need to rush the brief, rush loading the GPS, rush my checklists, etc.
- Forgetting items/stages in the flight (forgot to pickup weather for my first approach, for example)
- This is embarrassing to admit but I'm still having procedural issues with the GPS - when I was at altitude briefing my 2nd approach, I wanted to have everything loaded in my GPS, my OBS dialed in, etc. before I contacted ATC....that's great, but when I went to load the ILS approach into the GPS it wanted an IAF and since I hadn't yet contacted Approach I had no idea what to do....I ended up just activating VTF which in hindsight was probably a bad idea if they wanted me D-> to an IAF, but I ended up being vectored anyway.
I'm really my own worst enemy, and I'm not sure what to do or how to fix this.